New Music Coming...

2008-07-12

Sorry I haven't been on this site much lately. It's been a while since I've had anything recorded. I moved from England to Idaho so the move was pretty crazy and I'm still getting some of my stuff back that I shipped over here. Early August I'll be setting up my studio again. I've got a whole book full of stuff I've been writting so be ready. My When Blood Dries stuff is gonna be heavier than ever and my S.T.E.M. stuff (renamed to The S.T.E.M. Project) is gonna be even more psychodelic than before. It'll definately be a fun time. Music's on it's way!

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Some Form Of Insanity

2008-04-03

Sixteen seventeen eleventeen thirtyteen
Desperately trying to find the scene
They try like hell to wipe the slate clean
While they hide their morphine
Finding reasons to loose there sanity
Starting to explore regions of insanity
Discovering the meaning of humanity
We all need some form of insanity

So I bite on my lip
And the blood starts to drip
And I take a little sip
At least it's not a loaded clip

Today I tried to forget myself
I tried to forget I'm in hell
Thought I could forget how it felt
Don't wanna know what I'm delt
When I'm surounded by profanity
And it's all a calamity
I give up on keeping my sanity
We all need some form of insanity

So I bite my lip
And the blood starts to drip
And I take a little sip
At least it's not a loaded clip

Do you think you understand?
Is there a sole that understands?
Do you think you understand?
Is there a sole that understands?
Do you think you understand?
Is there a sole that understands?
Do you think you understand?
Is there a sole that understands?

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Killing Ourselves

2008-04-03

If the world needs drugs to survive
And we’re just like bees in a hive
Doing what the queen bee tells us
Doing what the man tells us
Is it so hard to get along
Why do the wars last so long
What’s the point of trying
When everyone ends up crying
So we endulge in narcotics
To deal with the psychotics
And drink away our sorrows
Despite what everyone knows

We’re killing ourselves
We’re falling apart
We’re ruining ourselves
From soles without a heart

What a predictable life it’s become
Maybe a little worse for some
Degressed to the life of a bum
Just looking for a way to be numb

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Prayer

2008-03-12

Oh god
If I die from a car bursting in flames,
If I die from a terrorist playing games,
If I die from a bullet in my head,
If I die from way to much lead,
If I die from a pop can packed with C4,
If I die from a bomber dressed as a whore,
If I die from a knife slit through my throat,
If I die from a missle launched off a boat,
If I die from a man strapped with bombs,
If I die from suicide bomber moms,
If I die from poison gas,
If I die way too fast,
Tell my friends I tried my best,
Tell them before I'm laid to rest.
Amen

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About my songs

2008-03-01

Two of my songs I've written about life in the military. Specifically what happens in the middle east. "War" and "Missing For Days" are both about life in the heat. War I wrote in general about war altogether and what a lot of us think when we're over there. Missing For Days I wrote about what happens to the troop that gets taken hostage by terrorists. I don't think many people know about things that happen or they ignore it and pretend it doesn't happen. It's my goal to write about everything people try to ignore and show them that it really is a problem that people deal with. Even in the rest of my music. Some of my other songs are written about child abuse, relationship problems, disfunctional families, suicide, etc... It's something that half the world turns their backs to, so I'm throwing it right back out there.

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Other pages I have...

2008-02-20

I have a couple other pages. For any myspace fanatics out there I have 2 pages. One for each band. www.myspace.com/whenblooddries and www.myspace.com/stemstem. If any of you are Artist Link fans I have an Artist Link page as well. www.artistlink2.com/profile/gOdfACe It's similar to this page being that it's got both My When Blood Dries music and my S.T.E.M. music on it. Check them out if you get a spare minute. Peace!

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This Loneliness Inside Me Lyrics

2008-02-20

This Lonelisness Inside Me

This lonelisness is killing me
I can't believe I'm still
Putting up with the same old me
The same old bullshit mill
Tryin to kick it, tryin to flick it
Tryin to make it all go away
I can't imagine how
Anyone could fucking stay
I die inside, then the rest of me dies, then I
Fall down and rot in the dirt, then I
Never exist again, good thing I had my friends, now I'm
Stuck with just this shirt. Fuck!

This loneliness inside of me
I've finally found the epidomy
I can't decide what to do with me
Something to finish off the rest of me

Fucking cops, traffic stops, who'da thought I'd join there side
Never ever wanted anything like this, shit
Look at all those dip shits tellin me lies
Tellin me I can make it doin this
Fuck that, fuck them, fuck it all, fuck you
Fuck all the reason's I had to join
Fuck everything that makes me say fuck you
Fuck myself and fuck the damn coin
Just don't lie to me
Don't keep secrets from me
I can show you my youth
As long as you can tell me the truth

This loneliness inside of me
I've finally found the epidomy
I can't decide what to do with me
Something to finish off the rest of me

How worthless am I now
Why can't you tell me how
I always make this sound
And never break a vow

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Infected Lyrics

2008-02-20

Infected

You're infected so just stay away from me / you can rot away in your humility / you're disease is that you're / selfish and obsurd / always looking out for number one / you don't care as long as you get done / fuck the rest of us / we're just here for looks / you're problem is you can't think for yourself / you're problem is you always open your mouth / and you still spread your disease / infecting the world with your filth

Infected

This is where I break it all down and / tell you why I'm so pissed off / sick of all the bands with no sound / everything is all ripped off / radio desroys your hits / playing predetermined lists / fucking top 40 shit / it's all fucking bull shit / trying and crying and / always fucking lying / stop your fucking whining / you're not even trying / all I see's hypocracy and fucking mediocracy / less than average brain capacity / curency is all that you can see / none of you are shit compared to me / you're biggest problem is that / none of you can get along / you think you're right / just admit you're wrong / make one hit and then you break up / that's the shit that get's me fed up / follow a dream that makes you wake up / but 6 months in you fucking give up / ever see heresy mixed with leperacy / that's all I can see when I watch you / you are the shit that makes people weak / you are the shit that makes me say fuck you

Fill me with sorrow when the pressure's on, wake me tomorrow, will this be gone

You're infection is eating at me
You're disection will never cure me
You're creation will just disgust me
You're destruction might just amuse me

I clench my face in disgust / everytime I see your face / you live in filth and dust / you are such a disgrace / telling me you care about my life / telling me you think about your life / you lie every single time / you're the one that drops the dime / you're just a fake personality / with no grasp on reality / you cruize through life with ease / Infecting us with your disease

Let's go start low this time / I will tell you all what I know / Human intelligence has / all gone to shit / dropping outta school cause you're too stoned / living in a place that you can't own / aren't you glad you fucking quit / isn't this the fucking shit / working Mickey D's for a living / tell me you really like what you're doing / robbing stores and beating your children / spray paint on the side of your buildings / crime rates are rising with / populations climbing / your kid's in a gang / he stole his mustang / Sara works the streets so it's said / rumor is she's awesome in bed / she'll give some great head / but look into her eyes and she's dead / all I see is poverity / It's all fucking lunacy / How'd this world become so weak / what's this world coming to / this is the shit that makes people weak / this is the shit that makes me say fuck you

I will not listen to your shit / I won't get trapped inside your pit / you trap us like an STD / making sure you can't be free / I can't recall a time I / wasn't sick of hearing your voice / your face should be a crime / your parents made a poor choice / so don't infect me / with your deadly disease / please don't infect me / with your deadly disease

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My Darkest Day Lyrics

2008-02-20

My Darkest Day

Try to call my home
Try to call my friends
No one picks up the phone
This is when it ends
Sitting in my chair
Something's in the air
Pulling at my hair
While I sit and stare

Staring at the wall alone, here all by myself
Write another fucking poem, no one hears what I say
Never felt this slow, never cared to help myself
Where'd everyone go, on my darkest day

No one even cares
About the dead man's sole
Throwing out the flares
Called a worthless hole
Everybody stares
Into their own soles
Everyone is sick
Fucked up in the head
Making me so sick
Soon I'll just be dead

Staring at the wall alone, here all by myself
Write another fucking poem, no one hears what I say
Never felt this slow, never cared to help myself
Where'd everyone go, on my darkest day

No one would find me
On my darkest day
No one would hear me
On my darkest day
No one would see me
On my darkest day
No one would love me
On my darkest day

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When The Calm Breaks Lyrics

2008-02-20

When The Calm Breaks


Crazy, insanity, no loyalty, or honesty, you are, by far, loosing your, respect from me

Get off your throne, and come face me!

I stare into your soul and
I don't see a fucking thing
And yet you walk around like
You're somes sort of fuckin king
I gave you a chance
And you blew your chance
You had it all and you
Blew it like your last romance
You can push me
Only so far
But once you put threats on me
You've taken it too far
I underestimated
I'll crush your tiny neck
And you'll see what happens
When the calm breaks
When the calm breaks!

Crazy, insanity, no loyalty, or honesty, you are, by far, loosing your, respect from me

You want to own the scene and
You don't have a fucking sound
You're on the wrong turf
This is my ground
It takes more than an ego
If you wanna make it here
Where's your talent boy
Go jump off a peir
Always stoned or always drunk you're
Too bucked up to get it right
You didn't realize that
Sometimes you need your sight
So don't get in my way
This time I've raised the stakes
You'll see the job get done right
When the calm breaks
When the calm breaks!

Crazy, insanity, no loyalty, or honesty, you are, by far, loosing your, respect from me

Get off your throne, and come face me!
Get off your throne, and come face me!

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